a stranger's life

HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE

2008-08-09T17:49:00.002+08:00

so boredddd!
its National day today and i m so stucked at home watching tv.
tv shows today are so boring too!
no shows and i was so bored that i actually watched vasentam channel, and its pretty nice.
watching national day parade on chann 5 and i m seeing kites.

i wanna fly kites!
huiling! years ago u promised to bring me to marina to fly kite, make ur promise come true *.*

i wanna sign up for the live telecast national day parade oso.
i wanna watch it.
tell me tell me when will the nxt balloting will be.
i wanna win it!

haha. i wan so many things.

2008-08-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE HOLIDAY!
haha supposed to have PM today but i have self-declared holiday and no more schhh =)

supposed to do my lcl and esther reintroduce neopets and i m so addicted.
missed the time when i had my internet newly installed and neopets was my first game.
and the game of neopets cost my mum $250 plus for a student plan =x
cos i played everyday during the holiday.
scary pls.

i m a horrid lifeless gamer.

2008-08-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 6 Aug 2008, 11am, my laptop crashed on me.
Totally horrible.

Early in the morning i happily woke up had my breakfast and shower i switched on the plug all ready to enjoy a game or maple =x, and a black screen appeared, files missing pls press any button to restart.
i pressed and pressed and pressed the same word appeaered, it crashed!
i call acer and they blamed everything on my software and had to reformat.

all files and data gone.
my hard work spent during this sem, my pictures all gone.

fated? or coincidence?
esther laptop jus crashed and my backup files are gone.
this is horrid.

ACER!!!!!!! suckiest brand ever

2008-08-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

global warming is scary, y cant people work to save electricity and be more environmental friendly. its for the sake of our generations!
4 degrees and singapore will be fully submerged. imagine one day, i need to be in oxygen tank 24/7 to live in this little red dot. swimming like a ____. i cant swim!
6 degrees and the world wil turn into dessert.

save me!

2008-08-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

bpe test today and its totally screwed.
cldnt finish doing the paper and at the last part, i was scribbling away without even thinking what i was writing.
the words were like ghost, flying away.

hope i will do not bad well.

haha.

i m not metallic mushroom!

2008-07-31T20:38:00.001+08:00

it was a bad bad day for today.
wss lab test and i was late.

i woke up earlier to leave the hse early yet i still missed the bus, 52 right before my eye.
so i took an alternative bus 54 and changed to 74, and there was tree cutting.
Y must there always be cutting of trees during my wss tests?

when i took the 74, i actually saw 52 coming frm the otherside.

so i had to board the bus and get down the bus at macritchie and change to 52.

Come to the same right?

y must the bus play a trick on me.

grrr.

late for test, wanted to ask est to help me log onto the computer first my i smart alec, go change into a china phone which i thought was nice looking.
in the end, no reception throughout the day, and tt phone changed my sms settings making me unable to sms!

and actually called me to ask if i was interested, but the screwed phone and they cld not get thru.
called them back and they say they will call if i was selected, but they didnt.

was supposed to print the plane ticks for daddy and the thumbdrive slipped off.
i shld have stayed home when i knew i wld be this unlucky.
at least, there might nt be much unluckiness happening at home, except prolly legs,toes, fingers and hands knocking onto things.

2008-07-30T20:20:00.001+08:00

oh my tian.
interview totally sucks.
went for the interview at panasonic, "ideas for life" at was really scary.

6 women sitting right before me and pens and papers and HR asking me question while they were writing busily away.
interview with luftansa on monday, guess i screwed it.

but somehow, after the interviews, somehow, somewhat i felt like cheap labour.
$600 per month, for luft or $500 per month for pan, and we will be required to sit by the computer and become work machine, processing tonnes and tonnes of work.

OT may become a daily process and i dun want!
i wan my rest, i wanna go out, i wanna play my maple!
give me 48hrs a day and i will be a happy girl.

2008-07-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

yayness.
i have clear two projects today.
happy pls.
and i gonne finish the report and i will be left with 2 more projs.

i will be freed.

feeling tired, days of choinging projs are making me lack of slp,
the entire week i slp 6hrs a day.
so, today is fri, so it means tmr NO SCH!
i gonna slp 2*5 + 8hrs of slp so i can repay those slping debts.

wakakaka

2008-07-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

sarcasm.

who likes?

Do not let ur dam arragont attitude take over you, cause ur dirty mouth have hurt many.

Napfa failed

2008-07-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

feeling so cui now, lower body down is jus numbed.
2.4km was horrid.
sit up - 30 (nv cheat hor)
standing broad jump - 180
shutter run - 11.9s
sit and reach - 50
inclined pull-up - 17

2.4km - FAILED.

and guessed wat? i was wearing number 52 tag.
i guessed i m truely cursed by it.
if on the track, they put a 52 bus going round, i m definate tt i will pass, cause since the term break, i have been running after the bus from my home daily.

2008-07-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

this is bad. tmr is nafpa and i doubt i can make it for the 2.4km.
its a total killer.

went to bishan stadium to jog and it was barely 2 rounds and i gave up.
the muscles totally tensed up and if i were to continue running i'll prolly end up crawling on the floor.

i hope the 5 items i will be able to get ard 3 and a 2 for the 2.4km.
silver pls. ^^

my body is aching now.
arm tired, legs tired.

i think after tmr, i can jus lay on the bed and not move at all.
i need a new body!

oh, and i secretly know abbie's been reading my blog. *SO SHY* =x

Top 5 disgust

2008-07-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

After much observation, i have noticed some actions which is simple intolerable.
whats the most disgusting is pissing are:
1. Disgusting people digging ears and picking their nose, whats worst is cleaning their SHIT on the chair. don't say this nv happen, it happened to me and i was the one sitting inside. The chair was shit filled and when i wanted to alight, tt guy jus moved a little, as if i was tt skinny. it was hard to get out without touching those shit. SUPER YUCKS

2. Long black nails. esp the last finger aka the digging finger or multipurpose finger. TIAN arh, imagine those fingers were to touch ur things.

3. Hauling words after words of vulgarities. Crude + uncouthness. 100% beng-ness.

4. Those waiting for the green man to light and not press the button. HELLO! its not as if the traffic light has telepathy with you. and missing one green man will means waiting for some time. The traffic lights in Singapore is interlinked.

5. The Mr big ****. Opens the leg super wide on the bus, and take 2 seats. After a day in sch, when boarding the bus, how much wld i wanna lay my tired arse on the chair, and yet there is some people who opens those legs widely. Wats more? They walk with like they have one too. If that is cool, think twice.

grr

2008-07-05T16:05:00.004+08:00

Catholic high is driving me mad!

grrr.

there is some carnival going on today.

and at 11pm, where more than 50% of the people are dreaming away and i was "enjoying" my time watching tv while completing the dam CL, they switched on their irritating music. it goes teng di ta da ding. boom boom boom boom. WOOHOO! doom doom doom. Welcome to Miami come on lets play.

it made my heart and brain go boom boom boom also.

and today at 0845am the carnival started till now the music been loud louder and slightly softer with the gay sounds screaming away.
and i so feel like taking a metal ball and throw at the bloody booming machine and let it explode.

and wat more!
i was walking to j8 weeks ago and i saw this banner which makes me wanna puke.
Catholic high, sch of bilingual intellectual and gentleman.
oh my tianness pls.
they need not put such big banner to make a big lie.

everyone is selfish

2008-06-30T00:41:00.004+08:00

when we give something, we always want something else in return.
people believe in reciprocation.

well.. i think that's a wishful thinking.
it will be lucky if we are reciprocated and u wont find it strange if the person takes it for granted.
learn to cherish before you lose it.

never do things that you might regret one day.

COCKROACH KILLED

2008-06-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

OMG!
i m an animal killer.

=p

last time i used to capped countless beetles and today morning, before i leave for sch, i boldly used a cotton wool to pick the crawling Caterpillar with a lava crust and threw it out of the window.

during dinner time, i was the wonder-woman.
mummy told me to cook rice and when i opened the rice container i saw 2, TWO! roaches.

yucks!

wanted to wait till mums back and let her settle, but my tummy nv fail to disappoint me.

so i looked for the insecticide and wooohoo.
scooped one of the roaches out, quickly close the rice container and aimed at the roach.
i did the same for the other and made sure i was accurate enough.

and when mummy came back she said, FIONA U ARE SO EVIL and RUTHLESS.
HAHA.
luckily nv scold me for making the floor oily or make me clean.

2008-06-20T19:52:00.003+08:00

i think i have gone mad!

projs are making me go crazy.

sitting down infront of the slow laggy dying lappie to do the research and i found none is the most irritating ever.

simply makes me wanna slp.

and i found a new shoes which i like it so much! so cutttteeee!

and the shoes is actually a...

cover for magic clean, to mop the hse.

and i kept wearing it ard the hse making my mum wanna strangle me.

if there were soles below, i wld prolly wear it out.

and it looks like those shoes people in the hospital wear but their its those plastic touch water and it will tear. Mines not!

2008-06-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

weeks ago, when Portugal Vs Russia, i guessed 3-1
and i help a friend win $86.
if he had listened to me maybe he cld have won more thru half time.
i told mummy and she went, u are jus lucky!

grr.

cant she say i m physic to make me a little happy?
but even so, i believe i m one, cos my first bet won be some money.

whoooo. i shall save those lucks for future purpose then one time win big. =p

2008-06-09T17:42:00.002+08:00

"everybody wants kungfu fighting? heehiak."
YES! i watched kungfu panda yst after the field trip.
nice and funny.

omg and i laughed almost the entire show.
the show wld be awsome if there wont many kids inside the theatre who kept talking to his parents, like "why the thing is like this? why isit like tt?"
grr.

its a 3.5 star movie rated nt by me but boxoffice.
so watch it, and act young for the moment.

2008-06-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

the shoulder hurts and the feet aches all this cos of the ice skate.
secretly, i went to ice skate without telling mummy and when she saw the gloves was, "U WANT TO DIE AH! if anything happens, i will become the primary victim"

haha.

all my life i nv touched the rollar blades, and i ice skated yst.
totally felt like a baby learning how to walk.
and for the first hr, rac,jas and kel were like hoping i will fall.
and soon after i fell, fall and fallen.

the first fall was a leg up and boom.
second was a skiet on my knees and the last was a crash.
and it totally hurts.
my body ached for 2 days and i wished those 2 days i cld jus lay on the bed and stare at my wall the entire day.
but! sadly, had to go sch

6 more weeks of sch left!
books, projects, exams. arggggh

2008-05-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

1 more paper to chionging of projects!
sian-ness.
and i totally do not have any mood at all.
and i suddenly had this mood of seeing my horoscope after recieving an email from a friend
so.. i went to this webbie and its says
"do not know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere around territory of modern Saudi Arabia approximately on 1850.Your profession was digger, undertaker.
Your brief psychological profile in that past life:Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. Could be a leader.
Lesson, that your last past life brought to present:Your lesson -- to learn humility and faith in spiritual principles. You should believe in High Reason."
http://www.horoscope.com/genie/pastlife.htm

HAHA digger.

2008-05-30T17:25:00.002+08:00

life like a circle, daily, we jus follow steps and procedures moving on day by day.
history repeats and its almost impossible to change.

how genuine are we? are we able to look back and say i do not regret anything, i m not guilty of any words/actions i have said/made?

if..

2008-05-27T21:04:00.003+08:00

Purchasing Test today, and its omg.
i spent a long long long time doing and my marks were jus a pass by 1.
questions were irritating - 4 ans and 4 were also right, ans is choose the one that is not so related.
LIKE HOW? i only learn wat is the 4 policies and ppt says gt this 4 y sudd pong one tt is not supposed to be inside.
grr

eat shit. =x

and purchasing book is definitely a book for the isomia.
despite my 10hrs slp the day before i cld still fall asleep after reading barely 3 pages.

Chemical logistic test on thurs and i m going to kill my brain cells AGAIN!
i think at the rate i kill them, i prolly get senile by the age of 60.
=(

AND I HAVE WHITE HAIR! I SAW A STRAND YST. OMG! AGEING!

2008-05-24T14:20:00.002+08:00

wooo!
my first attempt buying toto and i won.
luck must have been on my side the other time.

but on the overall i only won $3 as it was shared among 7 pp.
the first number i contributed made me earn $3.
i m physic.

8 is my lucky number.

2008-05-19T00:50:00.001+08:00

omg. i feel like a geek.
somehow i think i m trying to ruin my 3.1
1 day is all i need to complete those projs coming due, but when i click the mushroom icon, jus 1hr and my day is ruin.

2008-05-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

eeek. i hate blogger, it loads uber slow and by the time it finish loading i prolly have forgotten wat i wanted to type.

haha and i think i m mean BUT.. this person is bad. so i did smth

hehe. so nxt time noe who to spam. =x

2008-05-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

selfish, greedy, jealous, petty, unconfident , overconfident, bias, ambitious, self-centered, straight forward, complaining, nagger, competitive, lazy, bragger, proud, complacent, unforgiving, forgiving, self-blaming, blaming, emotional, shy, stubborn, optimistic, pessimistic..
we are all at least a percent of it, or once have one of this characteristic.
but will be admit?

2008-05-04T14:05:00.002+08:00

oh.
i have had 9 appointments with the dentist, means 11 more sessions to removing it.
i hope it will end at 20 and not extend.
i dun wanna have the metal smile during the graduation.

imagine 10 years later, someone flips open the sch book and see metal smile frm the book and start laughing.
it looks retard.
and i wanna complain abt the dentist assistant.
they seriously need to dig their ears.

last session, i wanted black and yellow alternate but duno y become half.
and had friends laughing at the dumb combination.

now, i wanted blue on top and green below to support the save the earth campaign.
blue for sky and green for the lovely trees.
but she told the dentist green top.
omg trees abv the sky?

grr

its like heaven switching place with hell.

2008-05-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

yes yes, update.
blogging somehow dun seem to interest anymore.
sometimes when i wanna type, blogger simply hangs or i have alr forgotten.
words typed must also be discreet, u wont noe who is reading.
sad sad

P R I V A C Y
tts what u dun have when u got blogger.

3 weeks since sch started, well seems pretty smooth.
the workload seems lesser than 2.2. best of all i got to maple for 2 weeks unlike 2.2 where 1st week i had to rush for projs.
but, modules are i think harder, i really wanna maintain my grade, i wanna wear the square hat.
i looks so studious and smart.

AND I WANNA MEET UP WITH FRIENDS!
so long. holiday dun get to meet sch days maybe we can?
i no longer have fri outings with classmates. =(

2008-04-07T19:26:00.004+08:00

a thousand sadness will nv bring back my holidays.

m starting to miss the holidays, time where i slp till the sun shine over my face to my legs.

completely read a couple of books and 3 half read books.

for the first time, in my 2 years of holiday i touched a book.

unbelieveable.

haven been meeting up with anyone much this holiday.

=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
hope none have forgotten my face.

and i did another dumb thing, which nearly made my feets turn softed.

walked frm NOVENA to BUGIS.

yes! i m not mad.

1hr 30 mins of walk.

started off frm novena sq, to town, since it was 4 stops away and it seemed pretty short, but its not!

pit-stop at subway for food replenishment, continued shopping, and..

walked to bugis, this girl said it will be short and 30mins walk, but it turned out to be 45min, cos we walked a big round down.

but this walk was nth compare to those they tried walking.

like trying to walk the expressway.

madness!

2008-03-19T15:16:00.003+08:00

gaming such a bore..

somehow after weeks of staring at the laptop clicking the same buttons over and over, i m starting to feel sick.

BUT! watching shows on9 is a diff.
m addicted to hk dramas and they are hilarious, but they load at snail speed.

and i found a new joy to enjoying my holis, reading story books.

suddenly i found myself rather mad, borrowing 5 books in one go, without thinking of the limited amount of time to finish reading those tiny words on the hundreds of pages.

read 2 books so far, both incomplete, but i'll try to finish at least one by the end of the week, and i'll be more knowledegable and prolly my english will improve too.

see how mad i m?

m a quarter done with the chicken soup, and its a book like people writing composition of their true life, rather diff frm wat i have expected.

thought it was some kind of teaching you to be a sinaporean or smth.

shopaholic is abt one shallow woman and her doings, and she is a total retard!

2008-03-12T13:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY!
i m leading a wonderful life this holiday.
holidays has turned me into a geek.

staying at home almost everyday, playing games, watching videos and videos, eat and slp.
bum.
how i wish it lasts forever with mum and dad supporting me all the way.

kept telling myself to do some exercise but procrastination!
napfa will be up soon after the end of the holidays, and i totally suck at running.
I WAN MY GOLD!

and i realise, sch's been cheating on my cca points, they forever dun update the records and give me altogether in one sum.
i thought i nv had enough points to accumulate to bronze but now, i m over by so much, closer to silver, which tempt me to get silver.

and results will be out this coming friday.
scaryyyyyy.
up, up, up!

my friends

2008-02-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

*shy*
i m starting to find my room irresistible.
its not that i m self proclaiming this, but even the insects think so.

i have packed the room and clean it, spic and span for the cny, but daily, insects been flying into my room.
the beetle family has been visiting me daily, not once but twice, thrice.
when i suffocate it, its friends come back, when i release it, it U-turn and come back again.
when it fly out of my room, i quickly close the door, it will try all means and way to fly through the tiny space under the door and floor.

i think the beetles are mad, or it has come to visit/haunt me.
i must have prolly been their enemy or their queen before i was reincarnated.
shoooo pls.

beetles, baby roach, flies, moth, whatever insects dun come and find me.

2008-02-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

today marked the end of all papers!

HAPPY

finally 24hrs of tv/slp/ms
love it..
simply love the time doing nth.

and and, not to forget! meet ups
haven been meeting my friends for ages, so afraid they will forget how i look.
bite them if they dare to forget!

misses.

sadly i still have one last exam to go.
jus one more week.
i wanna pass and move on to the nxt grade.
shall practice till my fingers bruise and my arms become soft.

2008-02-22T19:34:00.002+08:00

Today's paper was a killer.
everything i studies before was return not after but DURING the exam.

i thought i cld do it, after using much of memory space.
hope the teacher will see the answers wrongly and mark me right.

2008-02-17T17:17:00.001+08:00

u made me breathless.
falling apart.

2008-02-16T18:57:00.004+08:00

RAH!

no mood to study. too much tv.
i m such an addict to the tv, life without tv shows are meaningless =x

was wondering, we were told to not lie when we are young, but y is my lecturer lying?

It clearly states that students can seek help but..

I sent this gs chan for tutorial 1 ans. was my 3rd time asking him.
he opened my email within 6 mins after my mail, and its alr 24hrs and i haven recieve anything from him.
exam is jus 4 days later, how wld i noe if my ans are right!?!?!?

2008-02-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

2 more papers left!!!
yes to smelling the holidays and i can enjoy playing my ms and still till the sun burn my bums.

7 weeks book-free and my last long holiday before the attachment.

2008-02-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

not much of visitings this year, except the standard procedures.

day 1
visit to grands from dad's side and we nv fail to be late.
waited for the full strength before setting off to the nxt relative hse and nxt nxt nxt.. together.
and departed as had to visit the grands over at mummy's side.
once again, for every year, we were late and everyone was alr gone, no more jinga'ss with cousins. =(

day 2
standard procedure, visit first aunt hse, had dinner, "lao yu sheng" and watch warlords.
my wish has always been the same, TO GROW TALL, exams get good grades and the standard phrase for the adults are to win TOTO!
cny has always been a standard procedure for the 1st 2 days yearly, except the amount of visiting decreases and wearing of diff clothes.
no gambling when daddy's ard. =(

day 3
had lunch out with family before dad passed the car to my uncle, no car = stay at home.
so i ms the whole day.

day 4
caught cj7 with classmates. was supposed to watch ah long pte ltd but was late x=
visited mr wee hse and then esther's

economy has been pretty bad.
bro counted the ang bao and its $150, a drop of 2 times.
shld be greedy but that my one and only money which are not frm my parents.
yes! $.$

2008-02-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

7 mins to cny!!!

was a tiring day.
ridiculously, i went back to sch for some lessons conducted by the sch, cos lecturer says HOLIDAY DOES NOT COMMENCE ON MON, 4 FEB!
really sian to hear tt, unwillingly, i woke up at 8.15am and got myself prepared to sch.
luckily lessons were rather useful, managed to digged important points from ecom lecturer and learnt some of the tutorial ques.

went home and headed to grands, prepared the food and went home to clear my room.
its really clean and neat now.

spick span.
=)

RAH!
TOILETBOWL got shopping nv tell me!

2008-02-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

yayness!
i completed all PROJECTS.
happy pls.

went last min cny shopping with est-her and town was filled with last min shopper like us.
bought my golden shoes and some bangles.
but doubt i wld wear the bangles, there are super, un-me.

last min shopping is maddness, rushing and walking ard to look out on things to buy.
worst it i had to spend 1hr watching esther finish up her prawn noodles.

rah!

double rah! i m hungry now.
mad. dinner at 9 and i am hungry now.

something is wrong with me.
i hope its a sign for my 2nd puberty, so i might have the chance to reach my 1.6m.

2008-02-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

went out yst after the QMGT test.

test = no test, everyone copied like mad, except for 2 people.
glad that i was one of the "copiers" cos i think without the paper i wldnt be able to ans much of the theory ques.

went out with classmates to celeb the jan/feb oldies and made them stand on the chairs at fish&co.
smart esther, wanted to trick them but landed standing with them.
noob pls.

not to forget, i can officially declare JAN/Feb people are slow!!
esther got tricked by me to her hse where the girls gave her a mini suprise.
wenshan dun even noe we put the present into her bag, and forgot that we did not give her any presents.
wq is an exception cos she think too much. =x
noobest of all jer, put the present right infront of her, and she cant see it.
=x

2008-02-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

yay yay!
back blogging.
i think this blog is 3/4 mouldy so decided to add some additional words.

finally after 3 weeks of battle, i managed to conquer the mountains of projects i had, except one last report.
highly lack of slp and was hoping that after this week i need not return to sch for lessons, until the giam siap f.p.d chan said "lessons are as per normal except u all will have holidays during cny"
sad pls.

i dun wanna see his face yet i must plan an outing with him along.
rah!!!

Boring, Exciting December

2007-12-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

1 more week to new year!

and i m officially 18!

weeee~!

gonna get my licence soooooon, but hoping some kind soul will accompany me down to do the procedures.

been going out for the past few weeks, meeting up with people and christmas celeb

=))
thanks to my classmates u got a watch, DKNY!!

lovvvveeee it, the day spent with them was fun, and i made them wait.

dinner at riverside restaurant, but its definately not beside the river, was beside some bushes which blocked the river. RAH

so blessed that i was in that class, not others, cos doubt those in other class will be able to tolerate my maddness, and prolly not such nice present.

17 dec, steamboat at esther's hse tgt with exchange of present.

i think esther's jus too fated with me, that both my present was choosen and bought by her.

haha. french connection shirt and a laptop cover.

nth frm the list. MY LAPPIE COVER IS WASHED, not smelly.

but still, she help solved my cny clothes.

finally meet up with ying.

and the girls, but was a terrible one. terrible, horrible, vegetable day. one of the most horrible xxx day and xxxxx spent.

2007-12-25T14:07:00.000+08:00

blogger oh blogger,
y? everytime i see u, i have no mood to type on u.
u must be very boring, until u are almost dead.

maybe i shld drop by more often, so u'll be less bored.

After a long break of blogging

2007-12-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

alright, i m back blogging after a month of break from it.
tests, projects are killing me, how i wished i had 48hrs a day.
had almost 1 or 2 projects a week and the grp members kinda of sucks =x

however, even with the projs i still managed to hit town almost every fri with classmates and friends.
celebrated matt's bday at cine, the present and cake was super last min.
omg.

met up with wl, jh and bel to celebrate wl's bday and we all did something extremely sinful.
took a quick bite at starbucks and i had a chocolaty drink despite having a bad cough and runny nose for almost 6 weeks.
ate buffet at sakae at 9.30pm, ordering lots of food as if it was our last meal leaving the place with a bloated tummy, which was terrible.
luckily this happens once a while or 4 of us will become fatty bomboms. XD
andand, we were supposed to give wl her present on that day before we were to leave. BUT at the bus stop bel suddenly disappeared and 162 came so i boarded the bus with jh.
surprisingly, when i turned behind i saw wl on the bus and bel had to carry the big bag to club. horrible.

yst i met up with huiling and sock hoon and got my hair trim.
finally right, after having people to nag at my ears abt that strip of hair that the hairdresser did for me.
ate dinner at sumo house and got cheated to huiling hse.
she said i cld play X-BOX at her place and she had cable tv, but it was rather dumb to watch a day of cable so i wanted to play X-BOX. and tt lazy pig refused to plug in for me.
BITE HER!

Brother's day

2007-11-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

Went out with the guys last fri and watched brothers.

that show, horrible.
like any ordinary chinese show with its storyline talking about pure brotherhood with an ending which has no ending to make the viewers guess.

had korean chicken at bbq chicken at cine.
the guys had jerk's chicken and jeff ate ginseng chicken.
his super irritating, even when he kept saying it was nice but i still doubt it.
14 health benefits and cooked with 100%virgin oil?

HAHA.

with jeff, his hoping that after the ginseng he will be like the poster guy

With the ladybird

New Gay of the century

Brother now, sister forever =x

2007-11-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

ok, i have not blogged for a long long long time.
so many projects, tutorialsss, and i have been an absorbant, absorbing people's work.
tired, yet i will have to grip my teeth and finish them all!

becos i m power!

2 e-tutorials, 2 tutorials and 2 review ques and my weekends will be freed.

..yayness..

2007-10-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY braced and a the class rep!
=((
omg i hope being class rep wont be so bad and heavy on the shoulders.

braces was alright no ulcers yet but its getting painful by the minute.
my teeth seems to be tighten till its falling off.

rah!

my teeth is alr bulging out and with the extra metal i look even more like a duck.
OMG.

i dun wan to be the sock's nick duck.

First day

2007-10-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

First day of sch and i had 3 lessons.
horrible.

thanks goodness lesson starts at 10am and i can slp a lil longer =)
time table was much better this semester only 1 8am lesson.
SWEET!

i m missing my holidays

but its also good that i will be enjoying time with my classmates instead of rotting at home.

2007-10-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

went j8 today to help aunt check out the singnet plan at the roadshow and i bought a belt at espirit at an impulse.
well its $26.90 after the discount but i m yet to have the belt on hand.
its out of stock and they will have it sent to j8 and i'll collect it on wed.

hope i will love the new belt and wear it

wasted 10 mins walking back hm because i cldnt FEEL my phone ringing.
waste of energy and time.

dinner at taste of thailand and it was great.
calamari, salad dang hoon, crabs, prawns, cod fish, lemon chicken, pineapple rice and mawfish soup, a total of $105.
cheap.
its amazing how amazing my tummy can be.

one more day of holiday =(

the old SMART bus

2007-10-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

took an extremely ancient bus, 980

for the first time ever i took a bus where there are single seats.

chairs were still made of plastic and the bus ride was shakeyyyyyy as if it were to break down soon.

how ancient the bus can be.

if i cld take this bus once again.. i wanna sit on the one sitter chair!

2007-10-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

meeting up with bel&jh.
as usual they were LATE!
head to hkcafe at cine for lunch had spagetti with cheese.
lovvvve the cheese, i cant resist milk stuff.
YUMMY!

after lunch we walked down to orchard plaza and that was the fastest speed we ever walked during our meetups.
went paragon, mandarin espirit, taka and wisma.
we also went to their toilets.. and was practically toilet hopping
wanted to get some things but didnt.
belts and shorts, wait for me!

went to crystal jade for dinner after wl came down from work.
lunch was at 3++ and dinner at 7++
meet up was nv more than eating, talk, rest and walking at speed limit of 1m/min
after dinner, bel and i went back to shop but soon ended up at coffee bean.
but we sat like 40mins? before we got chased.
SHOP CLOSE.

2007-10-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

the last min meet up was horrible.
no lunch no dinner =((
worst was the moment i reached marina, they were abt to leave.

BUT! we will be meeting again tmr.
another last min thing. =)

A day at the Dentist

2007-10-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

The day i dreaded came, my tooth extraction!

well everything went well.

long needles injection, drilling, plucking and sitching, my gum is bleeding like mad.

somehow i am drinking blood, for every second.

YUCKS! and i nearly vomited couple of times.

this is what i called vomit blood.
eeeeew

the next scene shall be highly and blurly disgusting, MY WISDOM TOOTH!

Isaten Private Sales

2007-09-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

YAY! i bought many many things.
actually its only 3 shirts and a wallet but i m contented and my wallet is sad.

spent over a hundred at the private sales and i felt so fufilled.
Thanks to toilet bowl i managed to get so many things.
=)))

woohooo my cupboard is bursting =p

Meet up!

2007-09-26T01:25:00.000+08:00

Met up with the girls yst to pass them the present.
so nice of me to buy presents =p

and i was late but the RPeans were even later.
forever late even when presents recieving also late. *shake heads*

bought abbie a fake lollipop and mochi, and she thought it was real. HAHA
sock hoon a necklace, the vain girl!
huiling pig pen, a funny sweet and minnie mouse keychain. DUN RAPE OR CUT THE NOSE HOR!
and py some weird stuff. shes too weird =x

headed for chomp chomp and the standard dropped. =(
so to keep our stomach happy we went to 0 cube for ice cream!
the ice cream crepe was delicious and tue 50% off.
HAHA. i want nice food at cheap price!

lets go there sooon! choconanas~!

i M BACK!

2007-09-24T23:10:00.001+08:00

hello!
welcome me back, cos i m now in SINGAPORE!

i m so in love with singapore now after spending 8 days in cheena.
had 8 days of food where only one of the day tasted like food.
each meal had 10 dishes out of which 1 was rice, 1 cucumber, 1 egg, 1 fish, 1 pork, 1 chicken/duck 1 cabbage, 1 chyexim and 1 watermelon.
daily dishes were similar, the sch was dam barget.

nxt was the hotel room.
it was located in a sercuded ally where there was a prostitude centre nearby and the place was dark.
the best thing was the bathing area.
it was transparent with a mirror reflecting it to the bed area.
luckily the toilet was near opac.

roads there were busy, having zebra and traffic lights were useless.
u really have to be bold and jus cross.
i was so luckily to feel alive after the 8 days.

but other then that company visiting was fun with picture takings at tourist attraction area.

AND not to forget we met pq at shanghai.
she was so diff and looked much nicer.
brought us ard and hangle price for us and treated us dinner.
omg!
suddenly i felt that she was so niceee.
didnt buy much as things were rather ex and had very very very very lil time to shop.
bought some presents for my friends with 1 shirt, 1 tee, 2 shorts, 1 pants,1 skirt and cardigen.

i m feeling so empty

2007-09-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

before i leave for china, i shall complete 2 task given to me. sadly the tags were frm diff companies so had to seperate my replies.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. To grow taller
2. A car accompanied with a lisence
3. A bigger room
4. get better grades
5. another 5 more wishes

1. The person who tag you is? peiying wiing~ !

2. Your relationship with her is:
py: My secondary classmate for 3 yearss :)

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
py:confident, determine(even thou she thinks she doesnt hv), bf stress, knows what she wants, spend thrift

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you? paint my wall with mark lee's leg

5. The most memorable words she had said to you? eh, she said too many thing, cant remember =x

6. if she becomes your lover, you will? cannot imagine, i m a female so is she

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? Smile more

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will? Be nice to her, because she is nice!

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? because i talk too loud =(

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? SAY I MISS YOU! WE HAVEN BEEN FOR AGES!:)

11. your overall impression of him/her is?confient

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you? i talk too loud and my laugher is horrible

13. the character you love of yourself is? happy-go-lucky?

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?unable to open my innerself to others

15. the most ideal person you want to be is? thats so obvious, it has definatly got to be FIONA LIM!

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them: i love u all. hope that our friendship will last forever.

17.
pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Huiling
2. Peiying
3. Sockhoon
4. Abbie
5. YingYing
6. Esther
7. Jeff
8. Raymond
9. Jeraldine
10 Isabel

who is no.6 having relationship with? loverboy. they very secretive so cannot say actual name else i get wack

Is no.9 a male or female?female, my "lookalike"

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? hmm.. not bad

How bout no.8 and 5? cannot they sure fight.

What is no.2 studying about?some artsy stuff in RP

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?Jus moments ago

What kind of music band does no.8 like? chinese and jap songs?

Does no.1 has any siblings ? yes one irritating elder brother

Will you woo no.3 ? NO! she too wilful cannot tahan =x

How about no.7 ? cannot he is my "uncle"..

Is no.4 single ? No. she is happily in love with 30

What is the surname of no.5? Ho

What is the nickname of no.10? BELLY!

What is the hobby of no.4? eh working and spending her time reading?

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?they don't know each other.. but if they do, i bet they can't get along well.

Where is no.2 studying at? RP

Talk something casually about no.1?She works in the zoo.

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?CANNOT i will DIE

Where does no.9 live at?eh somewhere ard jurong

What color does no.4 like?black?...

no.5 and 1 best friends?No.. but they know each other

Does no.7 likes no.2?no. but shld be able to get along well

How do you get to know no.2? my sec 2 partner

Does no.1 have any pets?impossible. the pet will be brutally tortured by her

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? NO! he is like a monkey =x

1. The person who tag you is? Esther !

2. Your relationship with her is: My mad poly classmate

3. Your 5 impressions of her: mad, loves to irritated people's soul, and roars alot, slow and sothearted

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you? buy donuts frm donut factory for me. will you queue for me again?

5. The most memorable words she had said to you? idiot, go and die

6. if she becomes your lover, you will? i will surrender

7. if she's ur lover,what she has to improve on: EAT FASTER

8. if she becomes ur enemy,u will? Conquer the world! =D

9.if she becomes ur enemy,the reason is: i forced spoonful of food into her mouth

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? tell her to go and die. =x

11. your overall impression of him/her is?MAD

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you? i talk too loud and my laugher is horrible

13. the character you love of yourself is? happy-go-lucky?

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?unable to open my innerself to others

15. the most ideal person you want to be is? thats so obvious, it has definatly got to be FIONA LIM!

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them: i love u all. hope that our friendship will last forever.17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Huiling
2. Peiying
3. Sockhoon
4. Abbie
5. YingYing
6. Esther
7. Jeff
8. Raymond
9. Jeraldine
10 Isabel

who's n.o 2 having relationship with: someone by the name of ben

is n.o9 a female/male: female

if n.o 1 & 10 be tgt,will it be a gd thing: they duno ea other

how abt n.o 3&4: haha. impossible. 4 is a quiet type and 3 is the fussy type. =x

n.o 2 studying abt: some artsy stuff.

when was the last time u'd chatted with n.o 3: jus moments ago!

what kind of music does n.o 8 like? chinese, jap songs? =p

n.o 6 has any siblings? one brother who looks like a kid =x

will u woo n.o 3? no way!

how abt n.o7? he is my uncle

is n.o 4 single? no she is happily in love with 30

surname of n.o 5: HO!

what's the hobby of n.o 5: beauty stuff

n.o 3 studying at: NANYANG POLYTECHNIC

have u try developed feelings for n.o 8?cannot i will die

where does n.o9 live? Somewhere in jurong

what colour does n.o4 like? black and white?

no. 1&3 best friend? YES. they are the kangaroo sisters

does n.o 7 like n.o 2? Nope! Cannot be!they duno ea other!

how do know u n.o 2? My ex classmate for 3 years

does n.o 5 has pet?a fish, very big one

ok i m done. good bye all.
miss me when i m in china

EXAM RESULTS

2007-09-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

RAH!
got my exam results today.
despite i putting my hp to silent mode, so i can slp long but subconciously i was alr alert.
i made myself slp but somehow i was thinking of the results.

now i m must relieve after knowing what i got.
3.66, well not too bad but still i m a lil sad to noe i got a B for a 5 credit module else 3.7 is definately within my control.

hope nxt sem i can remain at this standard so my hope for uni will not be dashed.

NTU,NUS,SMU wait for me~!

2007-09-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

i m back home~!
jus came back frm my class chalet.
sad to say, i am classed with a bunch of gamblers, they mahjonged almost throughout the day, frm noon the time i came to the nxt day 8am.

and i spent my time watching tv.

the class guys were blur heads, it took me much time to persuade heavy butt gary to start the fire only then they realised they forgot to buy charcol. when the charcol was bought, they realised that they had forgotten to buy tongs and firegaze.

BLURRR

we bbq the food till 9 before the guys came in to watch the 9pm tv drama.
watching tv with them is so not peaceful, i got bullied!

played blackjack after the show, lost 30 cents, continued watching tv and slp.

GROWING!

2007-09-04T01:54:00.001+08:00

weee~! weee~!
despite being 18 soooon, and told tt i can NEVER grow and taller, i hv proved that this saying is WRONG!
finally i m 157++ and taller than mummy.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA

my nxt aim is to reach 160cm thou still far but i believe its attainable.

My comfortable meal

2007-09-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

today's lunch was horrible, mee sua from taiwan snack with plenty of SPRING ONIONS!
i hatehatehatehatehate the onions family, yucks.
spent one of the longest time ever removing the spring onions a record of 30 mins.
thankfully i managed to remove 95% of them and ate 2 mouthful of meesua containing of small bits of spring onion.

moved on to the nxt course meal which was sausage egg creepe and i found HAIR inside the egg creepe.
disgusting.
somehow i nv fail to find hair hidden inside my food.
hair found inside the roti prata, eew.
my cup at sakae.
takeaway food frm restaurants as well as mummy's cooking.

mummy always say hair will always go to those fussy people.
but if i m not fussy and observant wont i be eating countless amount of hair?

dinner was not that peaceful either.
within an hour of meal i got bitten badly my mosqitoe, making me lose my mood of wanting to eat ice cream.
if i were to have my ice cream after dinner, i can guarantee i will be stinged like mad.

cant i have a peaceful meal.
i m trying to eat but there are so many obstructions.
RAH!

2007-08-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

BORING!
thats the word to describe my holidays.
after 2 weeks of mugging i was finally freed.

the smell of the holidayssss seems great but being stucked at home sucks big time.
after the exams headed with classmates to madjack, food was alright, service sucks.
esther simply cannot differiciate the difference between madjack and blackjack, see this is wat i call gambling addict.

when town and the guys and girls went diff ways.
guys went arcard-ing while the girls went shopping, and i bought nothing.
i m still eyeing on the french connection shirt.
so regret i didnt bought it during sales.

spent 5 longgg days at home, i wanna smell the fresh air outside!
and tmr is teacher's day, doubt i will go.
no one seems to be bothered abt the teachers anymore, no one wanna accompany me back to sch.
=(

2007-08-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

i am incorrigible, despite the fact that i do not have sufficient time to study, i am still wasting my time away.
even at this hour where i m less than 12 hrs to the exam including my slping time i am still blogging.
been spending my day unfruitfully watching tv playing sudoku with friends and clicking on friendster away.

terrible

STOP KNOCKING ON MY HEAD!

2007-08-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

RAH!
i spent the whole day reading one chap and till now i cant finish reading.

i thought OPCS wld be easy, no it wasnt.

5 credits i cannot simply flunk it.

i hv calculated i need to get 79 marks in order to get an A.

cant study, too many distruptions from the wake below my hse.
tts the thing i hv to endure every 7th month and the period going to cny, with exams always ard tt period of time, studying would be double the pain.

the tok tok tok of the wooden thingy which the monks use for praying, and cianging with random lion dance sound.
NOT FORGETING the ongoing sounds of mahjong tiles clashing!
throughout the day, including yst.
all i hope is that i can study in peace tmr.
if i can spend 1 day studying QLA i think OPCS wld not be a prob?
haha

i dread studying neither wld i wish to work.
if i cld be a loafer for life. =p

QLA

2007-08-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

i was late, terribily late.
missed the darn 52 the moment i reached the bus stop, with the downpour, there was a massive traffic jam from thomson all the way to sch, and was late for 20 mins.

Paper was alright, but didn't have time to check and complete all.
if i hadn't miss 52..
and if i had studied for the exam days before and not watch tv and wasted my time away.

i have too many if and regrats in my life.
BAD
FIONA LIM! U MUST STUDY! STUDY FOR OPCS and IMGT!

no motivation=(

Nightmare!

2007-08-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

I always dread going to the dentist, somehow the smell of the metals and sterilizers gives me the creep.
the visit to the dentist is like a nightmare.

BAD NEWS!

my molar tooth, it will be gone else brace will be an option for me.
even with braces, i might still loose my molar teeth!
STRESS!
i hv to endure the surgery with drillings and knocking with 5 days of thread sown into my gum.
worst having to have the teeth tighten.
PAINFUL!

pain is still not the worst.
dentist said my nerve was too high and 2% of me BEAUTIFUL lips will turn sauage lip.
numbness on the lower half right part of the lips.

RAH!
i must do more good deeds, so my life will be better.
i wanna change my destiny. =p

HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2007-08-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

Singapore celebrates its 42th birthday.
the celebration was fantastic, goodies inside the goodie bag were nice too!
sadly, i was not part of the audience, enjoying the celebration at Marina Bay

view as an audience at Marina Bay wld definately be a better view as compared to me sitting in front of the TV, watching while studying for tmr Lcom.
The celebration looks retard with all the animals dancing at the stage and the PAP wearing the animal cap.

Animal have no meaning and i hv no idea y it is linked to Singapore.
there is only the zoo in Singapore?

I have lived in Singapore for all my life, a good whole 17 years going 18.
wonder if i wld still be able to watch 100th national day parade.
living over here has been good, the streets are safe to walk in even at night, however, the cost of living is going higher and higher.
Taxes is enough to kill, with a 99% possibility the nxt gst will increas to 9% and it will go on and on to 15%.

DIE how am i going to shop peacefully?

Random Pictures

2007-08-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

2L03. =))) The girls

We nv grow up =p Birthday boy waiting for his kiss of revival
The Babes

And the hunks.

the hardworking woman

2007-08-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

My day was wasted.
the queueing up for the collection of passport has spoilt my day.

went ICA and the place was madly filled with people.
poor mummy and i had to sit there waiting for our queue number, sitting miserably for hours, staring into space.
it was nerve-raking and irritating.

how i wished i cld hacked into their bloody system and put my queue number on the first list.
or maybe if i had a minister as my relative..

in my dreams!

haha.
while waiting for us to get the passport dad withness a funny incident
it was the hardworking indian woman with blue cap, white top and blue pants.
the standard uniform for aunties who always paste a fine on top of cars who don't put seasonal parking coupon or has overtime.

these woman always appear during crowded places where u can spot lots of cars.
they are somewhat pervert.
she make her rounds ard the carpark and after finish putting the fines on the cars, she will take a sit and make another round after an hour.
even those who put hourly seasonal parking coupon can also get fine.
unless the car owner can predict how long will the waiting queue be at the ICA and put prolly 10 coupons.

arent she mad?

the marketing idiot

2007-08-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

Marketing?
seems like a good module which highly educated and reasonable lecturer
stereotyped maybe but tt lecturer was, wtf.

he and his stp rules and regulations which made my classmates turned into zombies and my grp scattered.
china went overboard with her and her selfish ideology making the grp mates pissed.
well it was not totally her fault but her unwillingness to help and playing of tai-chi made poor esther not slping for more than 1 day.

for the ppt today almost all of us did not study for the quiz we had and luckily we had the ques and ans.. the whole class got grades between 70-80 and the lecturer was suspicious.
but no one bothered.

presentation as agreed should be 3pm.
he made us wait till 3.30pm and wanted to drag
which was seriously unfair when other classes has 2 hrs of tutorial and we booked him.
worst was even when he was at fault he simply gave us the its not my problem attitude.

now he sent email of apology which is bullshit

Dear students,I would like to apologise for what happened this afternoon.It was not my intention to delay your presentation time as the whole time was delayed due to unforseen circumstances.I am sorry for any inconveniences caused.Please note that we will continue our presentation on Monday, 6 Aug 2007, at 3 pm @ 52-06-02.
Please be punctual and I expect the whole class to be present.
Thanks and regards,Lee Woon Onn Lecturer Multidiscipline Engineering DivisionSchool of Engineering

oh pls, its so fake and he shld go eat shit!

OMG

2007-08-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

last lesson of imgt and i still cant get the room right.
However this time i have decided to not act smart and follow the class.

for the past 2 weeks i have been taking the lift up to the wrong level and had to walk up the stairs instead.
history repeated itself for the 2 weeks.
with me, laughing at my classmates taking the wrong lift and chuckly walk towards the class and realised it was in fact ME who was wrong.

i cant believe i was tt foolish

Define friends?

2007-08-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

what is the definition of friends?
somehow i am terribly confused by its definition

are friends meant to be those who will stand by you whenever you are down and help you when u faced difficulties, staying true to each other?

OR

friends are define as those who make use of each other and trying to be hypocrite to each other?

OR, is there any better definition i can get

It's too crowded

2007-07-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

going for the china trip soon during the holidays!
=)
but my passport seems to be due soon so headed to the ICA to make a new one.

was uber crowded, people everywhere, even the entrance.

after finishing all the nessecaries, we went beach road for lunch.
while walking i saw a big fat cat, similar to garfield on the pathway, and i nearly stepped on its big fat tail.
reaction was jump to the side when the foot was centimetres away from tt tail.

doubt i will be able to make my way home if i were to step its tail.

after tt, i went to meet py to buy present for a classmate bday.
and went py hse while waiting for huiling.
omg she was so troublesome, changing clothes after clothes.

happy 20.07/2007

2007-07-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20.07/2007
a nice date but not a nice day spent.

lesson was at 8am, suppose to bring laptop for lab work, in the end the screwed lecturer made the labwork a groupwork and within 1hr he finished 3 worksheet.
This was impossible with all lecturers i had.

Poly lecturers are getting more and more screwed.
whats more impossible was he finished the whole chapter of powerpoint within 30 mins.
I entered the classroom with ? and left the classroom with more ??
he is the impossible made possible lecturer.
Not In a Good Way.

BUT
half of my day was ruin by the unreasonable/square minded/stubborn....china.
did projects and it seems nv ending.
we were controlled by the 35% project and the editing seems endless.
rule 1 set by her was to make sure i write 4 pages of report for her.
when i cld'nt meet her expectation, she asked me to find more, when i found more she say its IRRELAVENT.
rule 2 set by she was to complete the task given to us, instead, she found it out of point for we need to edit.
And after finishing the whole project, she wanted us to each find 5 points to change.
i think she is an extreme werido!

was detained by her together with my fellow accomplice.
we were kept in sch till 8pm, before she finished picking on my part and we were released.

once again 52 took bloody long to come.
the second record of 40 mins. (highest record was 45mins)
a test of my patience.
and i reached home at 9.10.
2 out of 3 lift broke down and the last life left standing was rather cranky.
it takes ard 30sec-1min to automatically close its door.

having to live in a blk with 30 storey lift goes frm the highest level down to level 1.
extremely nerve racking.
if one fine day if you all see a bald fiona, pls understand.

Lastly, i so love my family!
so touching of them to wait for me to return home to have dinner.
felt extremely guilty to make them wait and the well cooked fish became salty after waiting for me for hours.

my happy 20.07/2007 has became a disaster 20.07/2007

2007-07-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

weeeee~!
slept for 10 long hrs today.
tt feeling simply marvallous.. but its definately not enough to recover the slp hours which i have lost over the time i entered poly.

its been long since i last slept at 11pm waking up late at 9am.
how i wished i cld do tt for the rest of my live.

maybe for my last life i did not do much good thus i am not able to enjoy such luxary.
so for my this part my of life onwards, i will go more good deed and hope i will be bless with a good karma.
i dun mind being a pig =x
slp, eat, do nothing, enjoy the company of my friends and family.
BUT, if i were to be one i wanna be a clean pig.

2007-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

blogging time!
lost the motivation to update the blog.

i need the motivation, somehow i seem to be losing viewserhip or prolly a tag to encourage me to post.
*hintshints*

not much of a thing happened recently, EXCEPT for today.
was hurrying to class for presentation rehearsal and i was almost late.
while crossing the mini road, i nearly got banged by a black toyota car, 10-20cm away frm my knee.
tt arrogant who turned his car without putting a signal and when i saw his car coming i paused, so did he.
instead of continuing driving he bent down and look out of the window to see my face as if i was in the wrong.

as if his toyota camery car or his lousy driving was a big deal.
no wonder tv ads been appearing on the tv to remind lousy drivers like them to use a signal.
wonder how many innocent victims will hv their legs nearly gone becos of drivers like them.
sad. =(

and presentation was screwed.
most likely we have forgotten tt we need to buy notes for references to the presentation or prolly didn't catch it.
prolly becaused we were the last grp, awaiting for the teacher to inform us on the presentation details. being anxious to go hm, words enter a ear in and half of it out.
hence, we had to do another presentation nxt week to return the parts that we did not fill in.
for grp work, we will be given a peer evaluation, the first time i got evaluated, all because of the lazy frm member who we were desperatly trying to contact.

got cheated by huiling and sockhoon for teabreak at icekimo.

definately not near frm my hse its like thomson and i live in bishan?

thought the girls will be going down and since i haven seen them for agessss, decided to head down to meet them, instead it was only 2 of them and icecream was only an average.

huilng told me tt they wont be eating instead of they went prata hse to hv pratas.

RAH! i cld hv eaten prata instead of cold fish tt mummy prepared in the noon.

moral of the story, dun ever trusy huiling 100% cos only 70% are facts, 30% are her own assumptions.

Mad video

2007-07-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

boo!
was watching the taken by me done by my grp member in youtube.
uber funny and i was like laughing away, loudly!

Too tired to slp

2007-07-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

Projects, assignment and elearning.
finally completed marketing elearning, IS assignment and OPC project.

been rushing those since sat except for the OPC.
IS was a killer, i grouped with member who doesnt do their work yet claiming credit.
no doubt i was a lil bad. i did a double spacing for her name.
she was no better, going MIA when project was soon to be due.
after spending hours uploading data into the wiki page, she simply login and somehow added her name as one of the contributor.
so cunning, 奸。
haha nv unestimate fiona.
if she doesnt contribute for the nxt assignment, COMPLAIN!
tts wat a typical sgean does and tts for the last resort.
i hv been doing lots of project where oftern 1 or 2 doesnt contribute, she's jus the victim of my anger management.

MUAHAHAHAHA.

went to sch dragging my feet.
i wan to have my slp extended!
slept close 2am after the editings.

bus, lessons or breaktime, i tried means to fall asleep, yet my eyes so wide open.
thou the mind is tired, the eyes doesnt wan to rest.
m i suffering for isomia?

quizes, exams coming closer.
i feel the pressure but i hv no motivation to start opening any of the books.
worst i dun listen to any of wat the lecturers says.
maybe i need a headphone so informations said will be forced into my head, instead of sipping of our the other ear.

070707

2007-07-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

nice number, nice day. 070707.
save the earth day.
somehow i dun feel that having a international concert worldwide wld help save the world in any sense.
people go for the concerts bring food and drinks of paper or plastic material and throwing them on the floor after tt is a norm.
litters scattered everywhere is definately not saving the earth, its only a waste of manpower.
and having bands and singers to sing and dance in a large stage requires lots of bulbs mikes,.. = waste of electicity.
this is definately killing/harming our beautiful earth.
those will only cause global warming.

as much to an increase of global warming, my day started with me fumming.
once again, i got cheated.
i got bluffed thinking i wld have a companion to hv my lunch and to buy my router.
but in the end i had no lunch and to buy things on my own.
whats more being insulted not having the capability to buy on my own.
i accompany people yet on one accompanies me.
well the world is circle and not square so dun expect wat u gv is wat u get.

in the noon i went j8 to get the router but till now i m still unable to get my internet done, i hope tt its not spoiled, else i hv to head down to get it changed at the CPF building?
sucks totally

tts not all i hardly managed to get my grp settled for the IS project yet they are so irresponsible.
when work supposed to be done and send to me, all went missing.
either busy with their things or not answering me.
plus the dumb wiki page where we suppose to hand in our work is not functioning well, deadline is tmr and if its not fixed we cant submit meaning tt deduction of marks.
RAH!

070707, my day got screwed, my bad day.

2007-07-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

got cheated down the polyclinic by mum 2 days ago and i miss QLA lesson.
waited till i nearly went mad, waiting time wasnt going by mins but hours.
wait for more than 3hrs before it was my turn not including the collection of medicine.
and went to sch after tt.
miss the stop and had to walk distancesssssssssssss down sch as i fell asleep on the bus.
and luckily i went to sch, as there was a sudden suprise dinner with shirley.
happy bday
and got hypnotise to the gambling queen's hse for mahjong.
i was on losing streak, nt a single beginner's luck plus i was a total noob in tt.
luckily esther's mum helped me thru the game, learnt abit on how to play but i wld die playing alone.
was playing in a daze and lost $4 to the gambling queen.

yst was a holiday for me.
elearning week and i neednt go to sch so i slept my day thru.

lessons today was pretty slacking or u can say tt i was not even paying attention to wat the teacher was saying.
the current Lcom lecturer was shit.
no practical lesson and he did not inform us.
8am in the morning, i cld have slept 2 hrs longer and becos tmr was 07.07.07 lesson ended at 11.30
thanks shirely, she treated the class pizza and was watching movie in the lecture theatre.
shld have gotten more movie shows and the enjoy lunch with movie.

1 word GREAT!

Parts gone wrong

2007-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

2 more electronic parts went cranky and then died.
the mouse and router, right after the increment of gst means more $$.

7% is a good way for the gov to eat our consumer's money and shops to take advantage of the increment.
somehow they are obviously increasing more than they shld.
for e.g. MAC, like everyday same?
y on earth is the 50cents ice-cream become 60cents, the ad was bullshit, 10cents is more than 2%.(not say i do eat tt icecream, but its an example)

and i have a terrible gastric ache.
short sharp pain when i stand up and continuing pain as in walk.
think i can start to scrimp on my shopping, i almost visit the doc monthly.
if i were a great scientist, i wld invent ways to improve my lousy immune.

haha. and today, lesson was at orchard road.
we had to make a social experiment based on real situation on people.
idea was obviously by me the great.
mad xiang wearing the "dress" with her messed up hair shouting my poor name madly at town and we had to see people's reaction.
i guess i will have to have my name changed.
i can say tt xiang was kinda of brave of her, no one wld wanna do those dumb act.
thank goodness for her it was in the morning, and sad for the audience, not much of a reaction to catch.
video will be upload in youtube soon.
so awaiting folks can view them, but title will be a secret. =x

the fake gss

2007-07-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

GST increment with a GSS.
1 more day to 7%.
somehow i think tt is bullshit.
shops like Topshop have alr increased their pricing, much higher than the suppposed 2% more.
how cld a shirt costing $16 be $19 after the 2% increment?
so ridiculous, yet people are still flooding the stores w/o realising the marked-up price.
terrible..

yst,i shopped the whole day and came home with nth.
except for the crumpler bag which i was contemplating to get even after many friends telling me not to, i still bought tt bag.
i jus need a bag larh, tt lascost bag is too big, and i always get knocked by people.
so irritating.

and i wanna buy more clothes.
french connection top!
shorts!
and more tops!!!
RAHHHH!

money money come come come

sch reopens

2007-06-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

sch reopens and it sucks.
exam results were equally sucky as well as the new IS lesson.
jus an avg score with lots of careless mistakes and QLA i got 0 for all definations, terrible.
3.7 gpa, the goal seems to drift further and further.
so no motivation to study now

and my new IS lesson was a bore, first lesson and i was dozing off.
nxt lesson will be in town where we will have to do expirement, plus 2 sickening classmate said they wanted to join the grp and a sudden change of mind to join her classmate.
now we are lacking of pp so jerk.
i m so regreting y i m taking tt as an elective

2007-06-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

bad news!
its saturday today, which means sch in 2 more days!

hates, holidays doesnt seems like a holiday.
besides projects its still projects.
completed the dam marketing yst till 3am.
15 pages font size 11 single spacing is MAD

met up with belly, jh and wl.
bought grey skinnies and earings.
wondering y am i always buying earings when i dun wear them?

no bags still. i m too fussy =x

didn't buy much of a stuff yet spent so much..most on food.
RAH! MONEY!
we talked and laugh like mad

and eeeww before i was abt to slp, i saw,touched a dead beetle under my pillow.
i think my bed smells so nice tt it wanted to fly on my bed and saffocate itself to death.

Project maddness

2007-06-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

9.45am - 8.30pm, the time i spend my day today in sch.
10hr 45 mins, tts i long i stayed in sch.

its maddness, absoulte.
no one wld be in the right mind staying in the lib siting there doing the whole day.
but much time was wasted on hearing cx and pq quarralling on the waiting time, ea not wanting to give way.
this thing went on and on till 3 close 4 when work actually started.
we started rushing on the project.

we did and did, slacked abit.
time passed.
5,6,7..
and we started to check ea others work.
helped one another on editing and correcting the sentences.
finally the big 8 and packed up for home.
and once again the dumb 52 took 15 mins to arrive..

doing the project ltr compiling and advertising which requires me to listen to the SAKAE music again and again.
tt song is hypnotizing and irritating.
*nightmares*

and tt pq once again typed my email as simply_fiona@hotmail.com.sg.
she nv fails to put tt dumb sg there. wonder whos tt poor fellow having to recieve weird projects info daily.

and i'll have to complete the 15 page individual essay by tmr.

YAWNS

Bad day

2007-06-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

bad luck falls upon on me since the clock hit 12am.
the work load of the project falls upon me, somehow i had to take the rap of typing nonsense out and things to eleborate on.

morning came and when i was abt to bathe, no water came out of the water host!
was like OMG!
luckily there was still some water coming out of the water host at the masterbed room toilet.
ran to the toilet to have my bathe.

the sky was not on my side.
was supposed to meet at 10 to do project, instead it was delayed and delayed as rain was pouring together with thunderstorm.
met jeff at tpy but i was late, i miss the 2 88 bus.

jeff owed me gorang pisang for a year and he wanted to pay his debt.
we headed to the hawker center but, the store opens only at 1pm.
was supposed to get it later but in the end both of us forgot. or shall say he forgot abt it
HUMPH!
when will i get the gorang pisang which the guys owed me?

nxt stop, enetertainment centre at mac.
sadly, the wireless was down.
seems like skynetglobal was not making business and they might be closing it.
so called SOS.
got friends to lend me their acc for wireless @ sg.
now project is halfway thru, only nonsense inside.
information found on the web was so irrelavent.
=(

and jeff kept irritating me!
he keeps playing with the magic trick and i cant do it!
dumb dumb dosent wants to teach me how.

his laptop ran out of batt and so we had to go home to get it done.
kinda of lucky i was grp with him.

home, and i wanted to bathe but this time no water came out of the water host in both toilets.
i was bathing halfway, when the water became lesser and gone.
no choice, back to traditional way of bathing.
using a scoop to bathe.
terrible. i wan the water back!

now catholic is having a grand course graduation.
so elabroate with choirs singing and music.
and they are singing as if they wont be singing ea other anymore.

i hate the marketing project work.
why do i have to do those shit?

Good Morning!

2007-06-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

Morning to Mr Sunshine!
woke up early at 8.30am dragged myself out of the bed to prepare for piano lesson.
after lesson, still 3/4 awake i went back to slp.
jus when i was abt to fall asleep, pq CALLED!

RAH!

there goes my beauty slp.

and my hse is falling apart.
seems like the things are getting rusty and electrical appliances are starting to die out
1. was the fridge, the fan jus stop working and had to buy a new one.
2. the fan, a loosed neck, even though it was a new one but the neck will always move and stop at one direction.
3. the broken shower knob.
4. the "waterfall" heater

I HATE THE HOLIDAYS

2007-06-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

the holidays so unfun.
haven been doing my shopping, bags, clothes.
except for a lousy shorts from topshop.

was supposed to meet nurul, jiahui and esther out, but in the end i was left staring at the four walls.
nurul had exam till 3.30 and esther had to reach home by 5.30.
=(

P R O J E C T S!
my holidays jus got overrule by the 8 letter word.
opc, marketing x2, Lcom and imgt.
RAH!
if i cld turn those long pages essay into an essay of misery and grumbles, it wld prolly be able to meet target.
wonder whats with the sch with plagerism.
taking other's work is a form of acknowledging their work and whats the point of them putting their work out if they dun wan pp to use it?

2007-06-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

was late again.
not tt i want to be late but i was slacking my time away till i realised it was 8.40.
so left home for sch.

headed to asia pracific breweries.
sadly we cld only taste coke and no "freshly brewed" cold tiger beer.

the visit for the alcohol part ended at 12pm
headed to the nearest foodcourt which was far far away.
until the scorching sun, our sunburn got even worst and my nose started to peel =(

on our way back, almost everyone started to open their umbrella, including uncle jeff
thankfully the way back was much shorter.
the host offered us many cans of drinks, but no amount of drinks can make me feel awake.

manufacturing process for wine and soft-drinks were similar.
all this ended at 4.
the bus we took was SUCKS!
the sit had broken spring.
i knew there was smth uncomfortable when i sat on it, but i didn't expect the spring to be broken and it POKED MY BUTT!

stupid dumb sit!

2007-06-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

was suppose to gym today in the morning.
in the end, py and i both overslept.
instead of setting alarm at 9.30am, i set it 9.30pm. =.=
by the time i woke up was alr 11, called py and knew tt she jus woke up too so we cancelled the excercise.

tim came down in the noon.
so fun playing with him.
his a kid with endless energy, played monopoly and he made me draw cartoons.
monopoly was a bore esp when its only 2 person playing.
but with him its always fun, his so cute!
drew many pictures for him and seems like my art still not rusty yet.

arent he cute?

energy drained.

2nd meet up

2007-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

its havoc after the exams and days are packed.
today, meet up with rach, kel and jas.
sadly, this meet up was kinda of miserable, as not many turned up.
so 4 lonely souls roamed ard town.

we met at orchard mrt control station, i was late but rac was super late, and when coming out of the train, kel and i missed her and she walked all the way out.
so kel, rac and i were like in a mace trying to find ea other.
but managed to call rac to get her to walk back the control station and i went to find her
FIONA TO THE RESCUE!

and so we walked to cine for lunch at kobayashi.
while jas came to meet us.
luckily his bro left the camera at home so we spamed the camera away.
wweeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttt~!

we headed down lucky plaza for pool but the darn woman so LAW BY LAW, simply refused to allow rac to enter as she was under 16.
so dumb as if police will raid the area.
so no choice we headed down to some underground pooling area beside wheellock.
table was too big and i totally screwed up.
the player behind me cld almost get a free ball.

and we headed for movie at 4, men in white 鬼阿！鬼啊！
a uber lame movie maybe cos we missed a 10 mins "scary" scene.
lame but i still laugh my way thru

movie over and was bowl.
we headed down marina for a bowl.
luck was on my side, thou i have not played bowling since sec 2 i cld still knocked some pins down.
baby bowl was dumb but its a good way to get the ball roll and knock many pins down.
but looks kinda of like a fool doing tt.

had dinner at the foodcourt (barget) as usual i was the slowest =(
and we headed our way home.
hope the nxt meet up more pp will be able to turn up

and its guess guess guess!

Sentosa with 03s

2007-06-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

i m so loving my LM 03 class more and more!

was post exam activity at sentosa.

i totally exhaust myself.

we were supposed to meet at 9.30am, yet everyone was late, including me.

but among the latest, i was the earliest, tgt with wq we reached at 9.40am.

headed to vivo to get the drinks and took the sentosa express.

thought palawan wld be a better place but in the end we cld not play games there so ended up walking to siloso which was much further to walk up.

but still with the company of the class it was much enjoyable walking down

i was so hype and maddness.

played touch rugby, soccer, captain ball and frisbeee when the guys and girls, as well as gotten thrown into the sea by the girls.

i m so clumsy, wanted to push them into the sea a few times, in the end lost my balance and fell couple of times =s

the fun ended soon by the weather.

weather was against us not once but twice.

first was a short drizzle, after the last game while we started to slack abit, another passing cloud came and was much stronger tt all of us had to hide under the shelther.

guys started playing card games while we ate our sandwitches(made by wq and ws, NICE except for the 2 strands of hair gs in his sandwitch).. and the guys finished up all the sausages and crabmeat!

RAH!

rain stop and we played awhile and bathe.

said goodbye to the rest while some of us went ahead to play luge.

skyride over here is so not thrilling and was all safe and secure.

no worries of being able to fall off the seat. (unlike those i took overseas)

luge was rather similar to escape daytona

i look so kiddish in this pic and the helmet was SMALL and still so loose!

small head =(

nxt was shopping at vivo.

meet up with jeradine and bought a slippers.

weeeehooooo~!

shopping shopping shopping. nxt stop, bag, top and grey skinnies

money come!

FREE!

2007-06-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

both papers were alright, was not tt tough except for some careless made.

right after exam, i was broken free.
first thing was to head down town for shopping.
had lunch with the guys at pepper lunch.
girls and guys can nv go shopping, we always hv diff things to aim at.

cx met up with us soon and we shopped.
forever 21, topshop, zara, fox..
bought a shorts at topshop for tmr sentosa outing.
kinda of short or its very.

i still haven buy my bag =(
soon!
cx's sis and esther's mum came to meet us too.
cx and her sis can nv go shopping tgt.
2 maddness.
i so wanna hide frm them =x their actions were too comical till esther and i wanted to find a tunnel to hide.

had bread toast at toast box but i could'nt eat much as i had a terrible cough.

and we headed our ways as i had piano lesson at 5 which was later cancelled as the tutor had injure her feet.
esther shopping with her mum and cx with her sis.
*envious*
how i wished my mum wld do the same as i dun have a sis to share my joy with.
if my bro were to be my sis.

joke of the day as i was crossing the traffic light.

are they made of ice or what? hiding under the sheld for jus seconds before green mans lits, or jus queueing up to cross the road?

QLA maddness

2007-06-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

i feel so cheated.
QLA cheated on my feelings.
the dec 2006 paper was freaking easy and i did tt relaxing only having few mistakes at the MCQ part.
so i assumed tt the paper today wld be as easy as tt.

called me overconfident, or jus arrogant.
after finish reading the notes and doing tt paper i went ahead with watching tv, slacking till an hour before the paper and merely flip thru the notes and happily sat for the exam.

at 3.45pm, upon me was the paper in my mind i was wth i m so dead!
all theories and i was blanked.
i cld hardly remember those theories as i did not memorise them.

lesson learnt, nxt time nv trust feelings. treat urself as an idiot and read everything.
nv assume tt u noe tt until u can remember and understand them. (if those are easier to be done than said).
i hope the teacher is blind on tt day and mark a tick on every ques.

The Strunken Pizza

2007-06-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

Mummy wasnt at home, so lunch was on our own.
so i decided to order pizza from pizza hut, since there is the Monday special, where a 6 pcs chicken drumlet is included.
For all pizza tt i have eaten, i still think pizza hut serves the best pizza, locally.

today's menu was BBQ chicken pizza (regular).
but somehow, my pizza seems to have strunken in size.
it looks so small, and when taken, i can prove tt it is really small (proven by the size of my tummy)
in the past i can only eat 2 slice with 3 drumlet and i will feel bloated.
now, after having 3 slices with 3 drumlet, i still feel kinda of hollow inside.
and! the drumlet seems to be more spicy.
i dun usually drink water when i eat them, but today after 1 chicken i was alr looking for water to drink.
RAH! did they change recipe?

but still, i love pizza from pizza hut!

cya, i am off to sch. may i pass with flying colours.

Pre-exam stress

2007-06-04T11:43:00.000+08:00

QLA is jus hours away, yet i duno y i m still lazing in bed not studying.
how i wish i cld fast forward the time and make it a friday.
or simply say how i wish i can be a loafer for life.

i m so lost, i do not noe wat to do now.
to continue study QLA or start on other modules.
but if i start on other modules will i forget wat i those things which i have studied on abt QLA?

2007-06-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

QLA, OPC, IMGT which stands for quality logistics analysis, operation planning control and inventory management.
all this are the subs left to holiday.
i promise i will start studying soon, but i have no motivation, not a single bit.
how am i suppose to pass and this is getting tougher for me to reach my 3.8 gpa goal.

someone slap me.

i wanna go shopping, i hv least bought any clothes since the starting of the gss.
bags, clothes, shoes.
i wan them all.
shopping are woman's favourite

MUGGING SUCESS!

2007-06-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

GLAD that LCOM is done.
2 down 3 more subs to go.
after today i shall continue mugging, i promise =x

yst was a tough day, i tried studying 6 long chaps.
i moved frm rooms to rooms, slept while studying.

thank goodness, the teacher made an error in the test paper which saved many the studs.
some papers had no page 2 so the teacher collected the papers back.
we took the opportunity to remember the questions and memorise the ans within the 20 mins.
the teacher said tt he will change the paper, but i guess he did not prepare another copy so the paper was the same.

its wat i call an error made to save the day.

an error made by the teacher gave me a 100% chance to pass tt paper.
i m so lucky!

Birthday Bash

2007-05-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

a long day spent, but was fun!
FUN FUN FUN!
lesson started at 12pm as usual i miss the bus when i reached the bus stop so waited for the nxt bus and was late for lesson.
lesson was boring luckily it ended at 2pm, and it was fiona went mad!

went library to play board games, started off with wheel of fortune to risk and picticorial.
shirely, wenqi, jeraldine, wenshan, esther and i.
we took turn to draw, and when we had to guess the word, we were like ignorant of our surrounding and shouted like maddies.
one of the word which i had to draw was "naked" and unrelated stuff like porn star, bar, underwears and breast were shouted out loud.
we had so much fun when the guys told us tt they had left sch without us.
we were like !

so we ended the game and headed to CCC house.
the hillside.
was a nice place with great scenary only lack of wind
while waiting for things to get started we played kids games like "wat time isit?", "eagle catches the lil chicken" while some played tai di.
i sucks at card games.
even after being taught i still have no idea of how the game works.

when the stuff was rdy, the guys helped out in starting the fire and cooking.
i can say my class guys are gentlemen, they serve the girls, but the girls did chip in to bbq.
despite us being sick, we wacked the food and now i m suffering the consequences.

now i m coughing like mad, at this rate its impossible to fall asleep.

after dinner we stroll ard the place.
cut the cake.
wq attempted to smash the cake onto chi chiang but was a failure.
we played some card games and at 10.30 we left.
guys wanted to bathe while girls wanted to pee but the toilet had no light so we shouted to the guys tt we will use the gents and entered.
haha almost shocked them.
in the end the guys landed up in the ladies while the girls used the gents.

and it was home.
a long journey back.
frm bukit panjang its diff to go bishan.
i took a total of 5 buses- 184, 171, 154, 105, 88.

a happy day spent today, means i will have to mug my day off tmr.
study LCOM, i dun like it, so much to memorise.
or rather no one likes memorising except for pq.